Pissed

Working my ass off not just physically but mentally and promoting everything I possibly can for this little black dress shop the founder which I am at the assistant to has the audacity to not understand that my nephew shot himself in the head my aunt is dying from cancer as I type and wants to bitch and complain to me because I'm not there to help him to go through his inventory not there to entertain him and listen to his theories about the government not there to watch him smoke his weed and I'm not stupid watch me bend over and look at my tits yes its a job I've been there for who knows what 4 days off work and he wants to send me a text message saying he's going to have to find somebody new because I had to rush off because somebody else in my family was dying telling me I have no interest in this company when everybody I see I give a business card too let's not forget I did not sign a discretion I did not sign a piece of paper saying that his trade secrets would stay out of my mouth so if he wants to get ugly he's messed with the wrong person I can get just as fucking ugly okay done venting

New adventure

Just got hired on as a personal assistant to a new an up and coming clothing line The Little Black Dress Shop..lots of hard work lots of hours but the founder of this company is an awesome business man that is going to change my life I'm going to give 110% percent and see if I can't make a few million for my sons that's it for today talk to you tomorrow..

Everything is looking up !!!

What a wonderful job interview today at little black dress.com( supposedly) what I hope it is international business that is going to make women around this world happy with this man's bizz idea.. That will work my hardest give it my all and hope learn to understand what type of person I am and knows he can trust me and I'm a hard worker anything for my kids and this new house I got $10 an hour cash could really help I start tomorrow had my interview at the clock last night got home at 8 o'clock I'm an employee! !!

Nanci's crazy life. ...

So my crazy life is that up at maximum speed kissed my son's girlfriend but because that's what I had to do as an adult! So how to make this blog short I am almost 40 and living with my elderly parents which my father is getting worse and worse not health wize but just out right  mean mean mean mean only to me. OK here's one incident he bumped into me I get hot coffee spilled all over me and I'm the f-ing idiot for bumping into him here's another dilemma I recently wrecked my vehicle of course it was all my fault I had a blowout and hit the guardrail so I don't have a vehicle we live 4 miles out in the country away from town I find a job in town he proceeds to tell me I will not give you a ride 3 miles to the bus stop for you to ride to work everyday its a waste of gas money and your a waste of my time .THAT HURT trying my hardest 2 get away from all of the negative responses and rumors that has been going around the family that I'm using my parents I'm too old to be living off them and, I'm a piece of shit so on and so on!!! really I hand over my 1100 dollars a month to them no questions asked anyways I got a cute furnished cottage for $ 550 a month all utilities paid they are refusing to let me leave now you tell me why I'm just wondering why?

Venting

Ok here we go...I'm new to the blog world. Just had a horrible fight with my son's 16 yr old girlfriend over a tank top and he made him choose her over me..I've let this lil princess self centered bratt live with my family I've cleaned up after her gave her my room while I sleep in a recliner and she has the audacity to take my baby away from me my heart is breaking. She has already takin away my son's relationship away with his other brothers his life long best friends and now me...WTF